There is something very wrong with you.
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Well, that makes sense. If you did find her, what would you do?
That's up to her. She could disappear again and send me back into this panic. Or I guess she could let me work on defeating the Zionazi American empire since we're in world war 3. Or she could tell me to get a job or use my money to start a business or something.
Well, her opsec probably wasnt perfect, and you seem to be the type who would save...better quality portraits of said infatuation. I have to toe the line, if you will, as a part of me is empathetic to your mental state, while the other feels its probably best to protect her privacy. I would strongly encourage you to find a counselor that can help you process and create positive habits. You're not crazy, but your emotions seem to have caused you to process these events as trauma rather than moving beyond healthy mourning. Having someone from the outside of your brain to help you come back to a safe place would have tremendous benefit.
I need proof of Digit's safety, not counseling
What I'm insinuating is that she is safer in her privacy, and is better off staying that way in case of stalkers or bad actors. If validating her safety is your only goal, hire a PI. Otherwise, my former point is still clearly viable.
Find me a PI that only wants money if she's safe. I'm worried they'd all be pieces of shit that expect me to pay them for killing her