This summer I got myself a birthday bag of weed after doing a good job abstaining at the beginning of the year. I've let it run out, and I'm kind of glad to be moving somewhere that it'll be much harder to get. I'm hoping the change of scenery and more conservative location will enforce abstaining for the rest of the year, ideally without too much alcohol substitution.

I want to meet who I am when I'm actually clean and sober for a good long while. It's not like I've hit rock bottom, just that I also haven't hit my own personal mountain tops yet and I think these bad habits hold me back.

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