there is this one person, and their brand, her brand, makes me so extremely fucking upset
like every part of her life she shares from memes to podcast clips i just want to die
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and yea man that desire is gone now like that is out the window
i have no idea what that says about me
maybe something awful like i am a sapiosexual in denial
but i really cant with her
ya know how they have pop astrology?
like fun memes, mild jokes, often wrongish who cares it is just fun
she's like pop bdsm
but in the worst fucking way cos she is bi and poly too and her dom is a straight man and i cant verify rn cos i'l vomit but im pretty sure they got married
so low effort, barely posts these days
i feel so bad
but im like:
oh cos it is not going well
in very fairness, i may be so wrong, accounts on ig get nuked for far less and in all likelihood just way more on her discord and i wouldnt know i cant discord im not from there
would be on bluesky
and like yo actually
im gonna need you to elaborate
cos i dont think you can
i think you just say shit
i am so calm rn
i am simply saying
there is a podcast, there is a patreon, there is 10% off a bdsm ap
i have been a hater for years.
i dont check in often.
im simply saying.
it is quite possible everyone does need to leave this planet.
how memes collapse context and nuance in politics
they do the same here
the memeification of things
the monetization of everything
the making stuff of life into silver lining like oh! for the plot at least! can make more paywalled content!
how much money did the miscarriage post get
im not saying dont write about it publicly, im not even saying dont share it publicly if you and your partner are fine with it, presumably he is, this is what they do, im saying: and got paid for it, too
normalizing the getting paid for it too
imagine everyone parasocially invested
well, i wasnt gonna subscribe, but i gotta read the miscarriage post cos oh no poor lina
im saying there is something deeply unwell about this shit, socially
im not saying she is unwell, she is acting normally for this internet culture, zeitgeist
she is the bdsm zeitgeist for her generation on this internet
it is the same for twitch streamers
the marathon stream. i'll do a truman show ordeal for all of you
and if i get this many subscriptions i'll drink this flat mountain dew with four raw eggs cracked in it, i'll shave my eyebrows, i'll sit on this balloon
what was the genesis? as in, many many factors going into this, including the hypnotization of a constant livestream iv drip, but genesis?
and i made this call to action once and it does matter:
"Fear Factor is an American stunt/dare game show. The series first aired on NBC from 2001 to 2006, then hosted by Joe Rogan."
"According to a 2015 interview with Art Bell, Rogan expected Fear Factor to be cancelled after a few episodes due to objections to some of the content and further stated that he took the job mainly to obtain observations and anecdotes for his stand-up comedy career."
dude knew it was wrong
"After initially declining the hosting role of the famous American television show Fear Factor in 2001, Joe Rogan eventually accepted the lucrative deal and hosted the show until 2006 before returning for another season in 2011.
The UFC commentator was reportedly paid $100,000 per episode during the initial run. This means that after hosting over 150 episodes of the show, Rogan walked away with at least $15 million in total earnings."
call to action, add his history to his name
it isnt responsible in this two hour long news cycle with younger generations and everything meme'd that people legit think he was a garage podcaster guy with his buddies
i have heard younger political strategists legit say to Chris Hedges "i think the left needs a joe rogan. ya know, just the local everyman guy who got popular" fully omitting cos likely they dont even know, like lol no, that is Fear Factor Joe Rogan that is Joe Rogan from Fear Factor that wasn't no one and this organically happened
he ran a popular sadomasochistic show on NBC on Monday at 8pm
humiliation ritual extravaganza
contestants terrified, grossed out of their minds, about to vomit for cash
this was just ok
ok to normalize, tune into, experience catharsis, get off on, enjoy your feelings of disgust, become hooked, root for someone who has been thru so much you at least hope they get something
8pm! not midnight! not 2am on some adult channel
8pm! On A Monday!
Nine Year Old Boys And Girls Still Awake
where were the parents?
first of all, what parent is channel blocking NBC
secondly, the parents? Dad probably still wasnt home from work
Was Mom?
what parents in late stage capitalism
with what free time to make sure their kids didnt flip to something psycho at 8pm on a Monday
no restitution, no recompense, no compensation, for the meat grinder, if your psyche as a kid got grindered lol enjoy paying for therapy, payday for the network, payday for rogan
all of that all of that.. sure ok fine
but memory holing this dude's history?
like it never even happened?
fuck that.
"are men not allowed to reinvent themselves?"
funny how this only comes up about men re: their own wish fulfillment fantasies of zero accountability and no history beyond the present
does anyone let anyone forget about kim kardashian's sex tape
women: forever damned. damned for shit you do as a teen.
men: get to turn a new leaf. he was just a little guy finding his way.