A girl earns her marks...

Goddess Kali pleasured Herself on the couch next to Lily while she worked on her long post earlier. Lily enjoyed the feelings of her Goddess writhing and undulating next to her and experienced it as another word we have just learned: Compersion.

To borrow a definition from the internet:

"Widely understood to be the opposite of jealousy, the term compersion refers to a feeling of joy, fulfillment, or excitement when someone we care about experiences joy, fulfillment, or excitement themselves."

We have seen it used more specifically to refer to partners in a non-monogamous relationship finding joy in their partner's sexual encounters with others, but Lily likes this more general definition better.

Compersion is something this girl has struggled with in the past. That rabbit hole goes deep beyond the scope of this post, so suffice it to say she has not always shown her Goddess the respect and support that She deserved.

Lily was able to feel true compersion for her Goddess in this moment. Where she might have been jealous for not being invited to play or spiteful for missing out on a mark, she was able to find joy in her Goddess' pleasure instead. It helped Lily to stay in the right headspace for writing as she finished her task, and she received a near-karmatic reward almost immediately afterward.

After she finished writing, Lily fetched the things for Goddess Kali's bedtime care ritual. Goddess was asleep on the couch but woke up and commanded Lily to touch Her after she finished the care routine. Delighted at the privilege, Lily was allowed to pleasure her Goddess repeatedly and earned herself six marks, a deluge of praise and petting, and an ovation to boot! 👏

Lily is so grateful that she was able to please her Goddess. she loves being used for Goddess Kali's pleasure and felt so happy and loved and rewarded by the praise she received. A simple pat on the head and being called a good girl brings Lily a great joy that touches the deepest parts of her soul in ways she did not know the words for to give them voice until just recently. 💜

Now, please allow Lily to explain the marks she has referenced twice. Goddess Kali's pleasure comes first at all times, of course, but Lily may earn her rewards too. Every time Lily brings her Goddess to orgasm, she is allowed to make a chalk mark on the bedroom wall to keep a running tally. Instead of having a requirement to please her Goddess at a certain frequency or some other demanding approach, Goddess Kali turned it into a fun and rewarding incentive program. For each mark she earns, Lily may spend a dollar on something she wants. When she spends some, the remaining marks are recolored and new marks are made in that color until the next spend, then a third color is chosen, and so on.

This controls the amount of money Lily can access, which is discipline that she needs and craves right now. It makes her shiver with antici......pation looking forward to her next purchase, and gives us sufficient time to fully enjoy it. In the past this girl would buy one toy and then get excited about another before the first even arrived, so many of them did not get played with very often. It also gives Lily another reason to offer her Goddess pleasure. Goddess has always been shy about asking, though She has been opening up to it beautifully of late, and this girl has always been bad at offering. The marks and this dynamic in general have greatly eased our tensions around sexual encounters in ways that both of us need and appreciate.

Lily loves her Goddess and is very happy under Her ownership and in Her bondage, and she looks forward to wherever this voyage takes us.

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