Paul wrote it better then I could ever do it!

“I am amazed that you are so quickly deserting Him who called you by the grace of Christ, for a different gospel; which is really not another; only there are some who are disturbing you and want to distort the gospel of Christ. But even if we, or an angel from heaven, should preach to you a gospel contrary to what we have preached to you, he is to be accursed! As we have said before, so I say again now, if any man is preaching to you a gospel contrary to what you received, he is to be accursed! For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a bond-servant of Christ.”

‭‭Galatians‬ ‭1‬:‭6‬-‭10‬ ‭NASB1995‬‬

Friend, you are not following Jesus. You deny Him by rejecting His sovereign involvement throughout the Old Testament. Jesus is eternal, has ever been and will always be. Died on the cross for our sins and rose again on the third day, so we may be free in Him.

I pray for you and your family that you may be lead into truth and that you can lead your family in truth and spirit.