I'm liable to vanish at any moment.

Just personal mental stuff.

Nostr is hard for me mentally being a valueless brokie with no real world skills watching everyone travel to conferences, make friends, laugh, and be happy over the last year+ while I've been struggling to pay bills and have to accept money from my dad so my son could go to the fair for the 1st time today since he's old enough to actually enjoy it now...

I've asked for help, ideas, point me in the direction n etc etc but I mainly keep getting the classic "if you don't understand, I dont have time" because, well, everyone has their own life to worry about and who am I for someone to stop their busy day for?