I have needed help for a long time, but people mostly refuse to help me.

For example, your words are probably meant to gaslight me by implying I need a paid psychologist, when you could actually be helping me with some of the related things I've been trying to get help with, like making nostr:npub12vkcxr0luzwp8e673v29eqjhrr7p9vqq8asav85swaepclllj09sylpugg fix their "advanced" search.

Anyway no, it's not that I believe something I remember, it's that I remember something I believe isn't true - I believe the memory is incorrect, as human memories can be.