We overslept after putting the kids to bed. She's tired and went right to bed, while I have some work to do. So nothing frisky, kinky, or remotely intimate tonight.

With my game night, her evening lecture with colleagues, her dislike of intimacy after I've had alcohol (so pub nights are out of the question), her work stress (irrational this time, but I'm still trying to be supportive), and our two nights of separation due to splitting up to take the kids to their preferred activities in different towns - this marks a week of me trying to initiate something. There's no time to chat or play during the day (due to the nature of her work), nor after getting home since the kids need attention, and I fear they're still not getting enough.

This really sucks for any unfortunate soul whose primary love language is physical touch.

Looking forward to better tomorrows, but for tonight, it's #wine night.

Reply to this note

Please Login to reply.

Discussion

You're a good man. And I have an unreasonable feeling to punish you for this. I want for me to lay faced down on the bed, naked, with my legs open. I want you to get drunk in the same room, with no lights turned on. I want you to drink without saying a single word until you start to cry. I will be asleep by then. You don't get undressed, and you don't even take the shoes off. When the tears appeared on your face, oil my thighs and my ass. Nothing turns me on more than this. I want you to admire my muscles. When you get hard, open your pants' buttons and let your whole weight on my back. Stick your dick in my ass, grab my hair, and pretend that I'm a $10 whore. Call me slut, whore, gold digger, whatever. But fuck me in the ass while pulling my hair. You will cum inside me, wait a bit on top of me to catch your breath, I'll squeeze my asshole as tight as possible before you pull out, and all your cum will remain inside my ass. You slap my ass hard while adding a slur, you close your pants, and you will sleep on the couch. I hope that in the morning you'll feel better.

Well, that's interesting therapy :D

Funny enough in my discovery years I was amusing thought that I am switch, but it was/is hard limit for Her, se we not really explored it further. I always thought that my tastes in that disappeared, but judging by my pornstash and my mind imaging that grab hair, I would say that part of me is still around 😄

It felt like you needed an outlet to let it go for a bit. I feel the same way too many times, so it was payback, for lack of a better term.