Living the dream...

It's Schrรถdinger's cat all over again. So that means you can have ADHD, but no symptoms? Or am I so naturalized that I know how to overcome those symptoms? Because they asked if I actually do things, not if I feel the urge to do them... #adhd


I kinda think, if there was option only to set one, it could lead to me getting up on time for a change. ๐๐
What do you mean those things are not normal? ๐คฏhttps://cdn.azzamo.net/a544b1b4bb6ab611f9863b80c9d51a96433d5124adf13c1301a94c3ba0588ce0.mp4
Whole song is here. But like, it's the combination of the things, right? If you check only 70% of the boxes, it's fine.
What do you mean those things are not normal? ๐คฏhttps://cdn.azzamo.net/a544b1b4bb6ab611f9863b80c9d51a96433d5124adf13c1301a94c3ba0588ce0.mp4
Had to replenish my GM pics folder, and *poof* half a working hour gone. But, I mean, that's normal, right? Ever since I saw that ADHD song, I have my doubts about my diagnosis.
GM ๐คโ

Imagine being a sub with a frotteurism kink, chatting with anon friends online and one day receiving tickets to a crowdpacked festival. Upon arriving in the town, you would get a code to a combination locker at the station hall and in it just some remotely controlled vibe. Without the remote. One hour later...

#daydreaming
Nice landing strip
It's not targeted at you.

He is a man of focus, commitment and sheer fucking will.

Oh, how I have missed these conversations ๐
That "recieved, but from me" part really rounds it out. I can see now there was a bit of selfishness on my side.
I too hope that things will eventually turns up for the better, but as I said, I am not holding breath anymore given the circumstances. Of course it sucks -Iโd been building those castles in the air for a long time -but I do think it will eventually clear up into something better.
It reminds me of a quote I once read: "I donโt think Iโm going to get there, but a man bearing my name will." (Granted, it was about No Nut November, but letโs not spoil the moment.)
Well, there goes my plan for the weekend...
Getting some late-night kitchen action - sort of spring salad with potato and sun-dried tomatoes so wifey has something for tomorrow's lunch.
I should buy a phone with a better camera and actually check if my blossom ๐ธ provider strips geotags from photos, so I have no more excuses not to use nostr:nprofile1qqsrrxknu7gxxnd7smc5mwwzn9djdm3uvg5tu40cn3x8l656esqa2zsppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyv9kh2uewd9hj7qghwaehxw309aex2mrp0yhxummnw3ezucnpdejz7kjnpyw #foodstr
Not diagnosed but, there are signs...
https://cdn.azzamo.net/7485775e820df2ea094affff63095daec686ded1e8cad1cbe50c6fd0ccc18b00.webp
Doscovered nostr:nprofile1qqsrrxknu7gxxnd7smc5mwwzn9djdm3uvg5tu40cn3x8l656esqa2zsppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyv9kh2uewd9hj7qghwaehxw309aex2mrp0yhxummnw3ezucnpdejz7kjnpyw and got reminded of kinda cool tech https://onlyrecipeapp.com/
It extract ingredients/cooking steps so you don't have to sift through heap of reading about author's emotional journey to grocery shop if you don't want to.
#grownostr
You know that saying about New Year's dreams? Because I had one of the strangest about taking in a new hire at the firm - MILF grade, older than me, kids out of the nest, getting back to work routine to find her place while she was understimulated at home (in every sense of that word).
It took a couple of flirting remarks that eventually climaxed in some spanking for a job-related fail. From there it was a kinda steep slope to more depravities, but never crossing the line of actual penetration (with genitals, that is), since we were both married. So far so normal as one could get, right?
But here is the actual kicker: we eventually got her a Sybian (that "sit on the industrial-power vibrator" thing), and her conscience caught up, and we mutually agreed we had to dial it back a notch or two. But not before she discovered the wonders she could achieve on that toy, so as a parting gift I made her a voice-activated box that prevented it from running unless she said self-depraved things, like "I am just a dirty slut" kind, since she was heavily into that.
Now, all is well, but unbeknownst to her, the voice box was internet-connected, giving me a first-row seat to her beautiful agony of calling herself anything in the vocabulary, just to get some more of that sweet, sweet vibration. And the first time it happened I had that evil mad scientist laugh, and that actually woke me up ๐
Anyway, happy new year to everyone who actually read it this far ๐ค
Believe it or not, but this actually released a few days back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTIDZGqjlls

#y2knostalgia
Well, beating is only one of possible explanations, although they should probably go for something with flared base...
There was an old game on PC with Pocahontas (I believe it was a port from Genesis?). She was portrayed there beautifully (for that time), so when my pliable young mind found some rule34 of her waving goodbye to the leaving ship wearing only her birthday suit, I was overjoyed. Some time later I found that she was supposed to be 10-12 years old. I thought, uh oh, that's not good, and I deleted that image.
Even more time later, I found that in the actual film (which the game was based on), she is actually 18-20ish, and the romance is not based on historic events. Since then I try from time to time to find that picture, but maybe it's better to let it go. I don't think it could live up to the memory of it
Reminds me of my university years, when presenting our team project and getting a B, we asked the undergrad grading it what we should have next time to do better (since we were feeling fairly good about it). He looked at the wall, taking that question seriously, and then gave us (all male team in a predominantly male school) the most honest response: 'I dunno, boobs probably.'
Had a little talk with Her while on a little hike on the weekend. About love languages, expectations and such. Though after that, well, it is what it is. Yesterday She talked about Her colleague that unexpectedly opened up about her troubles at home. They have languages swapped (she has physical touch, he has acts of service/attention, while we are exactly the other way around) and she is not getting hers fulfilled enough so she has to cope on her own and even said that she can see a divorce sometime in the future. (Can't wrap my head around that, saying it after a month(!) in her (second!) marriage ๐ฏ) Bottom line: She wanted to express that She can now better understand my perspective. So a win, I guess? ๐
Glad to have you back fren ๐
There are 10 types of people: ones who understand that joke, and ones who don't.
I have read a story or two that featured new cosmic companion, with no risk to earthlings... Humanity never quite made it...
Fix? Haha... I don't need fix... I am ok...heh, I am ok. Stop it, I am ok, right guys?
I am ok. ๐ถโ๐ซ๏ธ
So, kid somehow outgrew me already ๐ค
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After some time on Nostrudel instead of #amethyst and it seems that my favourite mobile app really developed some problem with fetching notifications. Lately it shows me only DMs, and I have to open my profile to force it to load at least a few reactions on those notes. Now I am seeing that there are more reactions, e.g. on replies that Amethyst completely missed. This behaviour correlates with the time I started to notice fewer people interacting. Coincidence? Is my end faulty? #asknostr






#catstr


#lol #birthday #shitpost

