I am not a joker or troll, I tend to be very serious and most of my humor is ironic, absurd or self deprecating.

When I say I have lost my Bitcoin keys and am searching for them, I am almost wishing to throw myself off a cliff. But I probably can recover them, it's just going to take time.

How this came to happen is a long story but zfs is the main reason that I've got a problem, last error in a chain of small mistakes.

I totally did not make sure I had a backup.

Not a joke and please pray for me to find them again.