About yesterday.
I decided to finish the day with a sunset walk. I already wanted to be at the home of my partner, where Iβm usually are, but I enjoyed the time with my family. I enjoyed working in the garden. I spend years in my life where I avoided being there. Part of this was because I was a rebellious teen, but also, my world view flipped upside down, run against a wall & then shaked itself. The outer world consumed me.
We produce local meat, local hunted meat, local wood, local eggs, fruit, vegs and even local fish. Life on a farm. Connected to nature. Such. A. Blessing. I wasnβt able to see the worth of this. Also, my family are truly honest and joyful people. They love what they do there. Theyβre consistent. This summer I want to spend more time to connect with them again. Getting infected by the so simple workflow. Support my grandparents with their chicks.
Coming home from a full day of being at the office, I often just want to go to bed wondering what to do with my life. But as soon as I am at the farm, outside, with my pets and family, I feel alive again. π https://video.nostr.build/37fe77761ad61a358fa42a306740637d10b8050bd9cbbd19c7fc189e8c7df335.mp4