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What? You too?

Some ladies want to see you burn after using you up.

I don't think they WANT to see me burn.

But I have had a string of relationships where I met someone. It seems to perfect like they were a different of my imagination that stepped into reality. They're sweet and caring and fun and cool and smart and so the things I enjoy. Their strengths fill in my faults and vice versa. Then one day suddenly they're different, like I served my purpose. Sand they change and go WAYYYY off the deep end and burn everything. Me, their friends and family relationships, their work of they had any... Yeah 2 of the 3 times I thought I was IN LOVE in love the other person ended up in jail🤷🏽

My most recent ex is still in jail for attempting to sit the throat of the dude after me after a month of being together with him🤷🏽 she wasn't like that during our 3 years together🤷🏽

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50c5c98c... 2y ago

Holy McFuck!

Nosnevets 2y ago

🤷🏽

Nosnevets 2y ago

People say I dodged a bullet🤷🏽

I loved her🤷🏽

But I guess it's more accurate to say I dodged a knife

50c5c98c... 2y ago

Matrix style.

Nosnevets 2y ago

Sine yo pitty on da runny kine

21064a25... 2y ago

I love u

How did u dodge bullet, r u in the matrix?

Nosnevets 2y ago

At least someone loves me!

Read the thread.

I went to see my ex today. She's out of jail, was in for slitting her bf's throat the guy she was living homeless in the street with when she decided she was an alcoholic and I wasn't going to let her drink anymore🤷🏽

21064a25... 2y ago

wow I'll stick to my anime pillow thank u

Nosnevets 2y ago

Have fun!

Evan 2y ago

😂

Nosnevets 2y ago

Jac 2y ago

Do you have children with her? If not, why visit?

Nosnevets 2y ago

No, but she has 2 kids that look at my mom as grandma🤷🏽

I was IN LOVE in love with her. And I still care about her as a human being🤷🏽

I think the alcohol is really what changed her. But I don't know that unless I see her without now🤷🏽

Jac 2y ago

You obviously have an enormous heart and a tremendous reserve of compassion. I hope you find someone who treats you as you deserve to be treated, sometimes it’s best to quietly close the door and leave it closed. Maybe the kids can still see Grandma? Who cares if she agrees. She’s incarcerated right?

Nosnevets 2y ago

🫂🖤🤍🖤🤍

😭

Thank you for your kind words.

She's no longer incarcerated. But she's now in a women's program for mental health and alcohol

Thus me going to see her today. She gets to go out 3 tontes a week 2 hours at a time right now.

The kids are at my house during the week when their dad is at work in the afternoons.

She's hoping to come in Wednesdays and take a bit of the load off us and get in some mommy time with her kids🤷🏽

We don't have to interact. I'm just trying to be a good bright light in her life, she's lived a hard one since a young age and it seemed to be like all she had when she was in jail as super at all was me and her schitzo sister states away🤷🏽

50c5c98c... 2y ago

https://youtu.be/I_9e-suMt8Q

Leo from frog leap studio does metal covers of random songs.

It's awesome.

Nosnevets 2y ago

Oooh! Interesting! I'm going to check this out! Send more

I do really like odd and unique songs. Mashups of genre or like David band doing covers of completely different genres than they normal do, or like taking key people and making them together.

Like there's that kid Cudi, Steve Aoki, Travis Barker song