nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnddaehgu3wwp6kyqpqwc2kznjw6kldwzz8eedr9pf208waa8ww3fjsqk0nz4rdv8q663qsj2ynjf yeah i kind of understand how it is but i cant imagine it and i still dont think ill ever do it again