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sleepingnevi
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are you living in the real world?

nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnddaehgu3wwp6kyqpqez33wzykde78n2e3l64qhf390d5ttw7eswtfkyh7tlwyeskyzacsevgfl4 i dont really know how it works especially for other people but i think people can always find true happiness as long as they dont give up hope. terminal optimism worked for me, it might work for you

nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnddaehgu3wwp6kyqpqez33wzykde78n2e3l64qhf390d5ttw7eswtfkyh7tlwyeskyzacsevgfl4 hey the only reason i made it out of that mental institution was because i kept holding on to my hope that i could even though it got crushed many many times. even if there was absolutely no reason to think i could. beyond all logical reason

nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnddaehgu3wwp6kyqpqez33wzykde78n2e3l64qhf390d5ttw7eswtfkyh7tlwyeskyzacsevgfl4 think beyond all logical reason. like youre at the absolute bottom of your life sitting in a mental institution with nothing left to your name and say i can still make it if i try

nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnddaehgu3wwp6kyqpqez33wzykde78n2e3l64qhf390d5ttw7eswtfkyh7tlwyeskyzacsevgfl4 you might have to force it at first thats the trick, believe that things can and will get better and keep holding on to that belief even if its completely unreasonable to do so

nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnddaehgu3wwp6kyqpqwc2kznjw6kldwzz8eedr9pf208waa8ww3fjsqk0nz4rdv8q663qsj2ynjf yeah i kind of understand how it is but i cant imagine it and i still dont think ill ever do it again

working for a news station is slowly killing me i think

i try not to pay attention to what we're broadcasting but even the little bit i see wears me down

we do such a good job at making everyone jaded and angry and miserable its unreal