yeah, i had a really vivid vision of my demon, even had a smell this thing, was like dark grey tar, stinky ugh, this happened just after i started to realise there was something in me that bad people were taking advantage of me with it, that was when i started to build defenses against it, but this one is different, because it's not something other people cause, it's something i do to myself
and yeah, they move like cockroaches and slivers of smoke, and just ugh so evil