I can see my lack of success clearly now. Yes.

😵‍💫🔮

I can see hallucinogen addled psychedelic stupors- in desperate search of a meaning to life- more particularly, a project or goal that I could work on and participate in. Something that would throw off the tyrannical slave driver state from my life.

Some life path or tool that would enable freedom….

👉only years later to realize👉

The Path is the Gospel of Christ- always there for me, but I hadn’t understand what it really meant.

The tool I was looking for was what I used to buy the drugs. 😂