You're one of the better conversationalists here by far. It would be a shame if you left, but I wouldn't blame you. You put way more in than you get in return. All of us who are sentient do. It just is what it is. I want to keep decentralized communication networks alive no matter what for as long as I can.
People are less boring on the ActivityPub side of things, but they're really dramatic and that gets old in its own way.