Replying to anonymous

Do you realize that for a large part of would come down to: ignore all the people, do your own thing. (Which I did. Also, ignoring is difficult if you keep being followed based on false accusations.) And either push through with/for your project by yourself, or drop it and start over.

Again, the advice looks nice, but in the end it results in having to do things on your own, because people are being (at that time) assholes and don't want to know better.

The advice isn't bad. That's not my point. It's that at some point your options become severely limited and it's based on lies and deception.
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anonymous 2y ago

And then there is this wholely different thing I would love to try/do .. and all the critical aspects at the foundation have been destroyed by the same many years of false accusations and deception. This involves other people, so you cannot "just ignore". And again, people don't understand me at all, so they're nowhere near comprehending my motivation for this, as it requires empathy, and being able to imagine/comprehend the positive experiences.

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anonymous 2y ago

And again, I'm stuck.

I know people keep trying to interfere, but right now it's a checklist for ticking off the "bad things I did" and I'm the asshole again. No understanding at all for *me* or what I value.

Please understand that of all these quotes of good advice, and being a better person, etc. In the first 3/4 of the last 20 years, I did almost all of it. (I'm not exagerating.) And then a bunch of assholes come along and I get attacked by almost everyone for 5 years straight.

And now I get rude, so I'm the asshole. That's why I say that people do not have any idea at all who I am, because they cannot even comprehend me, and on top of that have only looked for all the bad.

Let me be clear: I write this with no arrogance in my mind. This isn't a likeability competition for me. It's just that people seem to want to destroy what they don't understand.