definitely more sensitive.

i am astonished by what i feel now, and how much clearer it is. but the hard part can be explaining it to people who are still steeped in it. they keep saying, “what do you mean? that is just something something.”

im like, no, this whole thing is a toxic juggernaut with bad starting points and foundations.

i mostly just nod and smile and try to get back to the farm.