I rarely tell you about my private life, because I prefer to talk about art, but I have to tell you this.

It's been about a week since my cervical hernia started hurting again after I had managed to control it with physiotherapy, but unfortunately now it's not enough and I have to take painkillers.

I can't stand having my mind clouded, I can't stand the medication and I can't stand not being able to paint the way I want to.

If I don't get over it I will have to stop my art for a while.

These last few days I have only painted with willpower, even though I don't have to, but when I don't do art I feel like I don't live.

Sorry for this moment of weakness, but I needed to vent.