i will not be changing my mind on true crime. i will have to speak to it without watching the source material.
i do not believe in murder as entertainment from the television.
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my intention, as in line with my
mandate, guardian of the full spectrum (im sorry that sounds dumb) is the whole range from love to rage
thats why the alegria song (im sorry it is cheesy like especially the electric guitar in that song is the worst)
i truly do need people to be ghost students.
like on the deepest level shut the fuck up
ok, so aim intention thing
gamut as wide as possible
while trying to find gaps to mend the gap
while also finding what needs a charcoal filter
while also finding yea what needs to be spun out and flung into space.
i have no idea how to do this
i have no idea how to present sharing how others can do this
i dont know
but i am thinking about it in the context of hiv and aids
i know that is a key thing here like a pluto
in scorpio hiv overlay art thing
humans beings of earth
arising from earth
ecosystem earth
are not inherently allergic to earth
for there to be so many more kids with devastating allergies more and more by day, and i mean this so gently, im not being a dick, my class, it isnt a patch fix like no seedoils or more sunlight
symbolically more sunlight everywhere yea like lets get some sunlight on some vile stuff going down in true crime land
but, that isnt why babies with terrible allergies
it isnt tylenol, it isnt seed oils, it isnt pharmaceutical runoff in the water
as in, it ~is~ these are all contributing factors but the solution isnt: stop all those things problem solved.. cos that is tech supremacy
it isnt a patch
it isnt a bug update
one of the wisest people i have ever met in my entire life
far wiser than me by leaps and miles
gives his life, his work, his time, his everything to clean water for newark
clean water is massive
that really really matters
getting lead out of the water
massive strategic maneuver
to pick a place, a big one, and say: this
my life to this*
to building here
these lead pipes replaced, that community center stocked with our (NWC) filtered water, that church supplied, this emergency happened our (NWC) water can go there to them
that is anthony all day every day
*maybe not his whole life, legit does talk about bouncing
me, i dont have it in me to big move make
i like to be tiny and mobile and a set of hands as needed. an all trades thing. very ems minded in that way. responsive.
like wow shit must be not going well today if it fell to me so im here with the pragmatics i can come up with on the fly
like a ww1 medic nurse minded thing
that just is me
i do not have interest in building
so weaving it back into this
i ~can~ tiny patch but these arent meant to hold. they arent structural. it is triage.