c-ptsd man

im lucky im an ok dancer of moderate ability emotionally intellectually cos wtf

it is simply so much sometimes

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just being mohawk alone is fucking killer

erased endlessly erased

like someone putting masks on for you

like being gay

every moment you arent coming out you are back in the closet

where is the breath

between performance & hiding

between caricature & erased

alone by myself

where i can just be me

animals

children

they dont ask anything

they take you as you are

jane was so gazey she looked at me with such a serious expression at first glance

& max was like yea she scans you up & down

it was really incredible

i was being so assessed

glad i passed

a privilege she wanted me to hold her

it really made my day that moment