Hell yeah! I never liked school. I was able to get good grades simply because I have intelligence, not because I received good support from the school system. I was never a good student. I disliked most of my teachers at school because they taught shit.
I hated all the bullies who had harmed me. I was picked up by these assholes, not because I was skinny or typically weak, but because I always spoke my truth and never had horde mentality.
I can't hang out with "good students" either because their brains were just fucked up by school system.
Teachers didn't like me, bullies didn't like me, good students didn't like me.
I was always a loner at schools, be it primary school, mid school or college. For a long time, I thought it's because I had problems and it's my fault.
Then after many years of adult life, I have formed many new friendships and I realized that it's not me with problems. It's the bullshit environment and their horde mentality.
But it did gave me lots of mental burden and it took me a long time to shake it off. I'm still shaking these bullshit off constantly, daily.
School was never about truth. It's always about doing weird shit to satisfy ineffective standards. Especially pre-higher education. Universities are slightly better.
Gosh I resonate with this so much. I was also this person! 🫂💜⚡️
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