I hate to agree but it's true. I used to hate being ignorant to things, but as someone who just wants to try to be happy on a day-to-day basis there is some truth to the phrase "ignorance is bliss" which is why I try to avoid news that doesn't pertain to nature or finance at this point. People say the world is so fucked these days, but I feel like the world is just more transparent about being as fucked as it's always been.
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It might have always been fucked, but I never saw it as much. I'm in a black mood today.
I feel you, in the past couple months I got a divorce as a result of being cheated on, lost the majority of my savings between splitting them and having to move back to my hometown to be with family because I couldn't deal with the pain alone, and have felt like a loser for being so unaccomplished at my age. I got too comfortable in the relationship and let my ex's complacency rub off on me over the past 10 years. Now I feel like a bum with nothing to show for it, but I tell myself onward and upward! I've been doing a lot of work on myself and even though sometimes it all feels hopeless, I know things will be better when I've got some accomplishments under my belt.
I'm saddened to hear your story, but you are in the right place. Just being on nostr says a lot about you, and it will bolster you. 🫂
Thank you. It's fucking hard sometimes but I'm fortunate to have an incredible support system in my family and friends, and I tell myself that if my ex had it in her to do that to me, I'm better off getting out of that relationship sooner than later. Karma has a way of coming back to bite folks in the ass anyways, so my focus is on myself and my betterment for the time being.
Sorry you have a 💔
I think romantic relationships are the hardest part of planet earth. I’ve not had 1 work out yet.
Hang in there, it gets easier.
Thanks, you actually happened to reach out while I'm having a real tough time with it so I I appreciate it. I keep telling myself it'll get better with time, but I'm so drained in waiting and to be honest it just feels so hopeless and desperate right now. I try to keep myself occupied and to work on myself but moments like these it's hard to want to do anything, I just wish I could sleep this off like a sickness but I know that will only hold me back. It's been a rough night.