Sure, I see my children and it gives me hope and optimism about the legacy I'll leave behind. I'm extremely bullish on the capabilities of decentralised tech. When I stack a sat, I understand it's my energy protected. I don't believe I'm nihilist, I don't however want to pretend that the shit around me isn't happening. It makes me angry, and deeply sad. I think they're natural emotions to feel towards rot that is so blatant.