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I quite smoking weed a few days ago, for the 1000th time. This cycle is getting old. I'm kind of struggling today.

I have bever felt like i canI relate to people very well. Smoking has always helped me slow down and be more compassionate. I am tired of slowing myself and making myself small. Also, I'm tired of feeling so alone. Not sure if hanging out here helps or makes it worse. I want to believe that one day I will find my people and where I fit into this crazy puzzle. Or maybe this is just how it is supposed to be for me.

I appreciate any guidance you have for me on this journey. Please keep it positive and helpful. I beat myself up plenty already.

🤷

Ryan 10mo ago

I'm a few weeks in, it gets better. My brain fog is cleared, showing is getting better. If you have difficulty with sleep try some htp5, I find it helps when I'm stopping the herb.

https://www.drugs.com/mtm/5-htp.html

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n0>1 10mo ago

Thanks. Just hearing from others that understand helps a lot. I immediately felt stupid for sharing that but thanks for the time and response.

Ryan 10mo ago

Don't feel stupid 🫂

n0>1 10mo ago

Stupid isn't the right word. I just feel like sometimes my vulnerability is met with something that's difficult for me to deal with.