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there's something really satisfying in growing all of my body hair everywhere. I don't remember the last time I'd ever seen this much hair on me (though, I will admit been deakig with a curious and unfortunate hair fall from my head the last few weeks). Too bad I am going to be heading to a beachy destination soon... I don't think I can rock that with total DGAF attitude yet 😂

I remember landing in Portland, Oregon of all places 20 years ago now... As a 20 year old Eastern European at the time I distinctively remember the shock I experienced the first time I witnessed a woman rocking it all in public. I was riding in the Street Car in the pearl district and noticed the massively hairy legs peeking through the almost knee high boots of the woman that's came standing in front of me. I was seated she was standing. I then looked up and saw a giant bush proudly on display on her underarm as she held onto the rail above her head. 😂

but oh boy, am I just in quite the admiration of what I had forgotten are my quite the hairy legs, right now.

to be fair I was hanging out with hippies in NorCal for the last decade so now I am a lot more used to witnessing (plus ya know pdx grew on me) and be accepting of all that and bikini bushes poking out.

but hmmmm I just feel the world is a judgemental place outside of these hippy woods. smh

the things I am thinking as I start planning for another painful Brazilian wax I am not looking forward to scheduling, getting done and paying for.

these are the moments I maybe did wish I was a guy right now growing my beard like it's noones business. though hopefully I didn't end up coming with a massively hairy chest.

😆

GFY 1y ago

TMI MY FREN

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Diyana 1y ago

Hahaha, perhaps. Or maybe not. I did think... You know this is forever. Why did I press post so fast? Been writing a lot of things lately and just letting them rest in draft. I thought, maybe this was my self sabotaging mechanism working with me toward breaking free from the imprisonment that is wanting to upold onto to some ficticious idea of putting out a well crafted image to appease others to like whatever polished unreal version of myself I share out there in search for external validation. (though I don't really try and do that for the most part and mostly sharing my eccentric authenticity) Perhaps pressing post impulsively was following the instinct that being authentically my raw self with all my hair and all, is exactly what's needed. Perhaps it was TMI for you and you could have stopped reading when it got tmi and perhaps it was just perfect and what I needed to share for my own reasons and nothing else.

I can imagine you receiving this differently shall I have been standing up with a mic in a comedy club. It's a curious phenomenon how the mind labels some topics taboo like bith Money and Sex and apparently women's body hair. One must wonder and ponder... Why that might be 🤔😘

GFY 1y ago

I HAD INDEED STOPPED READING 🤣 I'VE HEARD ROSEMARY IS GOOD FOR YOUR HAIR BEST OF LUCK HUE SAVAGE

Diyana 1y ago

Hey then you don't even really know how much tmi it is! 😜 I am upping my zinc and did a castor oil hair mask the other day. And gonna keep it up. They always help with growing HaiR!