if someone were to ask why it is reasonable i suspect i have had a past life in europe,
i would say: it is not unrelated to fact that i just ate some chocolate babka toasted in butter with some chocolate icecream and whip cream for breakfast before this walk and it only felt right
that isnt an americas thing
that is a .. was definitely living large off the pillaging and enslavement of others but it wasnt in my face so how could i be troubled, thing
there are years long stretches i dont eat icecream, it isnt hard, not and never have been a food addict or sugar addict
im saying, if i ever touch decadence like this, it feels too natural to be foreign
it feels guilt free always
like: 'oh yea i remember this'
different from americas understanding of cacao chocolate
the bitter, the earthy, the spicy, the ceremonial, the grounding
specifically is this brought to europe, european chocolate experience i am remembering
