You are 100% correct about that! There's nothing fulfilling about the party lifestyle. I'm actually at a point in my life where I'm trying to settle down. I won't lie. I'm actually really nervous about it. Pretty sure I fucked everything up with her.
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Stella, you settled down so young. How'd you know you were ready? 🤔
for me, partying was like a teenage thing. I had enough when I turned 19
For me partying was a teenager thing. I had enough when I was 19
Lucky you. You learned early.
Thing is. I knew, and already made the decision that I wasn't going to and also didn't want to be a fucking low life as an adult.
My Philosophy then was, I'm 16, I'm SUPPOSED to be having fun and partying. That's what being young is all about.
I also knew that there was a limit though. It wasn't what I wanted to be doing as an adult.
I grew up in the hood in a small city where everyone just gave in to poverty and that kind of lifestyle throughout adulthood.
I never wanted that for myself. And drinking drugs and partying experiencing I guess for 5 years straight?
I'd had enough. It was time to move on