On top of all this, the woman I love was definitely alive when I first tried to join nostr, and now I don't know if she is, and the main reason I need to be on the nostr wiki might be to make sure she's remembered, when if you people would have let me on nostr when I first tried to be here, maybe I could have been doing good work with knowledge of her being alive and maybe I could have gotten her to join nostr and she wouldn't have killed herself
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Honestly, I can say all this in a much shorter way with "I'm angry because I don't know if the woman I love is alive, and if she's not, it's because all the other humans made her kill herself and stopped me from helping her"
No, my bad, that wouldn't capture the part about how even if I'm just trying to honor her memory I can't even do it in markdown like I used in the reddit comments she met me through