I enjoyed waitressing actually before I lost my job because of coof restrictions. But for some reason people expect more from me. When talking about this lack of motivation with my hubby I said, "at the end of this I might just go back to waitressing and work my way up to managing the FoH." and he said, "You know you're made for more than that." That's probably my real problem, I've spent ages passionate about weird things and just going for it and people seem to think that means that I'm special, but I've looked inside and there's nothing.