Of all the times I've been locked up, the one where they injected me with drugs was also one where they had no reason to lock me up in the first place.

I paid for a hotel room and the hotel cancelled my service while expecting me to handle the refund process myself, instead of simply refunding me for the fact that they cancelled a reservation I had paid for.

The cops handle that situation by telling the victim to leave, arresting them if they don't leave, and offering no recourse.

I chose to waste their time and money on arresting me instead of leaving willingly, and they didn't like that, so they had me locked in the psych ward and lied to the medical staff about me calling in bomb threats or something, so the medical staff treated me like an insane person.

I was never able to get any recourse over this situation, society has just kept getting more obsessed with letting cops and hospitals abuse people.

Anyway, if Digit and my other favorite people keep hating me so much forever, it really sucks that they helped me stop being suicidal before they realized they would want me to die. I can't really get around how much that sucks. I just try to enjoy life as long as Digit and the others all let me believe they're probably alive

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Damn, that's indeed a fucking retarded reason to bring someone to a psych ward..

You can get back at those people and society by trying to save for your freedom and try to chase things that make you happy..

I still can't understand why the people that ignore you and don't want you around, are your favorite people.

But I don't know how your past with them is, so I can't really judge it.

Me and nostr:nprofile1qqspsjp3x4faxllye0vt45kkh33rwc2aw072ge8dktglgd2eqr85fasppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qyghwumn8ghj7mn0wd68ytnhd9hx2tc9x0cck go way back and we always try to build each other up and try to have enjoyable, memorable moments.

I couldn't ask for a better friend and it made me realize how shitty my other friends were.. I just hope you will get those friendships someday and that you'll someday start to see what I've been trying to tell you.

I just hate you saying those depressing things, cause I know there's more enjoyment in life to be found.

I might just pick my favorite people based on who are the hottest girls I've known. That would make me very shallow, but it's the leading theory. It might also explain why they end up hating me.

Try to keep absorbing what details you can about Digit, I think you'll keep understanding more of why I love her so much.

Thank you for listening to me and offering all this thoughtful reassurance 🙏

I just realized I didn't respond to this.

Yeah, you shouldn't pick your favorite people based on how hot they are 😅

But rather on what value they bring to you.

And no problem man. Thank you too for listening. I really hope to see you in a much better and positive mindset in the future