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Veritas retreated to the fediverse after this thread a while ago nostr:nevent1qqsy03hun0n2dkyd9y5yu9s2d7s0n3hv8rpyuxk4jwh9qyq6m76ukdqpr9mhxue69uhhqmmnw3jhytnsd3skxef0wfjkccte9upzqv78gsnl8v4h840r3ulxexguzg49t5syqu34daca5jdqugylk62qqvzqqqqqqy7yv7ft

Side point - Ryan said he had that thread bookmarked because it was so funny, but he couldn't find it. If he actually wanted to find it, he could have asked me. But he has me muted because he doesn't like truth. He probably lost the thread on purpose because he realized how shitty being a gangstalker actually looks.

Back on topic - I think I'll be locked up, drugged, or killed because it seems like I was born into an era where everyone has decided the world should die because it's scary to have a choice for the first time. I want to take the opportunity modern technology gives us to stop dying by living forever, but everyone else is taking the opportunity it gives us to stop dying by finishing off all known life.

And I've been locked up for short times and injected with drugs against my will before, and no one did anything to the people responsible and I got no sign it won't keep getting worse, so locking me up and injecting me with drugs against my will are well established as possible steps on the way to killing me.

I appreciate you not blocking me in the past. I remember being a dick to you over my paranoia and then being surprised you didn't hate me. You helped my paranoia a bit there.

I can't try too hard to have a positive outlook because the people that have stopped me from being suicidal regret it and I feel like I'm committing a crime by not being suicidal

Hodl Harry 9mo ago

That's fucked up to hear they locked you up and drugged you against your will..

I do have to say (normally) these things don't just happen for no reason.

I'm actually trying to get the same thing done to my brother who's atm very delusional and a danger to himself and society.

Idk if I understand the first part you wrote, but yeah we live in a fiat world and a lot of people have a fiat mindset.

(I used to think like that too)

And try not to regret not being suicidal.

I'm sure your life has value and I'm sure you can be a positive influence on people.

Even though that might not be the case now.

You're a smart guy and you are in pursuit of truth (which is never a bad thing)

I know life can suck and people can suck and experiences can suck, but IT DOES GET BETTER!

Focus on things that make you happy and on people who actually like interacting with you. I'm glad I can interact with you and I really like the things you made

(the remix with the jiggling dog Digit liked)

And the anime you recommended to me.

Keep strong fren and try to embrace some positivity and happiness when you can.

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🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 9mo ago

Of all the times I've been locked up, the one where they injected me with drugs was also one where they had no reason to lock me up in the first place.

I paid for a hotel room and the hotel cancelled my service while expecting me to handle the refund process myself, instead of simply refunding me for the fact that they cancelled a reservation I had paid for.

The cops handle that situation by telling the victim to leave, arresting them if they don't leave, and offering no recourse.

I chose to waste their time and money on arresting me instead of leaving willingly, and they didn't like that, so they had me locked in the psych ward and lied to the medical staff about me calling in bomb threats or something, so the medical staff treated me like an insane person.

I was never able to get any recourse over this situation, society has just kept getting more obsessed with letting cops and hospitals abuse people.

Anyway, if Digit and my other favorite people keep hating me so much forever, it really sucks that they helped me stop being suicidal before they realized they would want me to die. I can't really get around how much that sucks. I just try to enjoy life as long as Digit and the others all let me believe they're probably alive

Hodl Harry 9mo ago

Damn, that's indeed a fucking retarded reason to bring someone to a psych ward..

You can get back at those people and society by trying to save for your freedom and try to chase things that make you happy..

I still can't understand why the people that ignore you and don't want you around, are your favorite people.

But I don't know how your past with them is, so I can't really judge it.

Me and nostr:nprofile1qqspsjp3x4faxllye0vt45kkh33rwc2aw072ge8dktglgd2eqr85fasppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qyghwumn8ghj7mn0wd68ytnhd9hx2tc9x0cck go way back and we always try to build each other up and try to have enjoyable, memorable moments.

I couldn't ask for a better friend and it made me realize how shitty my other friends were.. I just hope you will get those friendships someday and that you'll someday start to see what I've been trying to tell you.

I just hate you saying those depressing things, cause I know there's more enjoyment in life to be found.

🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 9mo ago

I might just pick my favorite people based on who are the hottest girls I've known. That would make me very shallow, but it's the leading theory. It might also explain why they end up hating me.

Try to keep absorbing what details you can about Digit, I think you'll keep understanding more of why I love her so much.

Thank you for listening to me and offering all this thoughtful reassurance 🙏

Hodl Harry 9mo ago

I just realized I didn't respond to this.

Yeah, you shouldn't pick your favorite people based on how hot they are 😅

But rather on what value they bring to you.

And no problem man. Thank you too for listening. I really hope to see you in a much better and positive mindset in the future