I try. I've dealt with depression and anxiety and if it wasn't for my relationship with God I would have been dead years ago. I almost lost my wife and my life numerous times before I turned it around after my deployments. I've lost plenty of friends to suicide. I know it's hard. Least I can do is try to help someone out to find their way back to a good mindset. If I can pull that off then my time on here hasn't been a waste