I had this men I was in love and we were trauma bond with each other. We had common friends that new he was after other women, and from time to time would visit them with a new one, while we were together. They kept it a secret until I disconnected from him.

I lost all trust and respect from this people. Even dough I can understand they probably did not want to hurt me, they did hurt me by keeping the truth from me. I had suspicious but not proofs. They withhold truth from me and in the end, hurt me twice,

With his behaviour and theirs. I felt betrayed twice,