I've contemplated ending my life more often than I care to admit. There was always a part of me that knew it wasn't the end & that it wouldn't solve anything.

I think deep down I fear not fully living more than dying.

There's no wrong way to live, every choice carries it's own meaning & has it's own lessons but I feel leaving before your soul is ready carries a heavy cost.

This reality isn't easy but I don't think we need to make it so hard for ourselves. I serve others because I know we are not seperate. What I do to others I ultimately do to myself & I want to expedience how far up this goes.

It's hard to know just how far we've gone for us to get here in his now. I'm grateful for the company.

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