I don’t share this with you to shift blame or deny accountability. I open-source this awareness in understanding. In my heart I still love my brother, even with the harm he has done towards me. I still love my father, even with the harm he has done towards me. I have also done harm towards them. None of it is right or wrong. All of this is fucking hard. So sometimes I choose to take moments of release. What is not okay is people like Dave Portnoy who used that very real pain and tried to manipulate and make money from it and created social media content for a full YEAR!
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And what is not okay is people like Elon Musk who exploit that to make themselves seem brighter than they actually are.
When my mother died we all broke. My heart shattered. That’s what you aren’t telling people. That’s what you found clarity within when you illegally hacked my private+encrypted text thread. I didn’t even know.
You do not get to desecrate my family. You do not get to desecrate my memory. You do not get to desecrate my soul.
My mother died on Saturday October 5, 2019. On Sunday I walked to the funeral home and nothing was done even though she had cancer and lived the next door over and my father and brother doctor. They left me to deal with it while they got fucked up cause they couldn’t handle their emotions. I had to fly back to CA for work the next day. Then they blamed me for not being there. Let’s put this all into proper perspective, shall we ~
