Walking on Water between the He+She beehive trees ~
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Timeline of Consciousness Awareness -
Oct 2023 - LyLy artist rebrand
Nov 2023 - applied for Silicon Valley jobs, XAi and even a job in Austin where Dave Portnoy clearly was illegally hiding behind camera and then he broke up with Silvs ~ drama I don’t partake in
Jan 2024 - Madonna starts with little light of mine, but Jay-Z really initiated before that, didn’t he ~ especially with Jared Leto in the summer of 2023 ~
Feb/March 2024 - SuperBowl, Vegas, 911 - Dave Portnoy and Barstool heavy - I got evicted due to them btw ~ several $$$$$$
Then we go into Brett Bonthron (Gemini Generative AI) and X and fake AI accounts and Microsoft India Teams ink leak constructs and the removal of likes ~ up until May 2024 but I was fired early from a contract early due to association with content Dave Portnoy and Elon Musk in tandem with AARP were doing ~
Archival 🖇️ Association - brazen
Then - Elon and Donald Trump decided it would be funny to engage in my VanGogh section of LyLy with the July 2024 attempted assignation attempt, in tandem with them fucking up my personal life with a fake job with LLYC that stole my creative ip and was speaking to me in it my very first day only to be in shock when I told them that my phone had been hacked and I needed an alt IT solution for company access. They fired me the next day.
Then - Elon and Donald Trump decided it would be funny to engage in my VanGogh section of LyLy with the July 2024 attempted assignation attempt, in tandem with them fucking up my personal life with a fake job with LLYC that stole my creative ip and was speaking to me in it my very first day only to be in shock when I told them that my phone had been hacked and I needed an alt IT solution for company access. They fired me the next day.
Then - Elon and Donald Trump decided it would be funny to engage in my VanGogh section of LyLy with the July 2024 attempted assignation attempt, in tandem with them fucking up my personal life with a fake job with LLYC that stole my creative ip and was speaking to me in it my very first day only to be in shock when I told them that my phone had been hacked and I needed an alt IT solution for company access. They fired me the next day.
Hook Line
That was at the same time that the Festival of the Sun with Rick Rubin, Fiammetta and Jack Dorsey kicked off. Same time as my setup at LLYC.
Since then I’ve been wrapped in a distortion of lies, deceit and identity theft - with total dismissal for well over … we are on month 6 now ~
Since then I’ve been wrapped in a distortion of lies, deceit and identity theft - with total dismissal for well over … we are on month 6 now ~
No note. No clarity. No apology. No truth. No reimbursement. Only lies upon lies upon lies.
Did you know I’m a domestic abuse survivor? That’s right. In the height of Covid insanity my brother nearly choked me to death - not once, but twice in the same night. Eyes turned black as night and he wasn’t my brother. It was just he and I. I wanted to be discreet about it all. Midwest Waspy propriety and all. But these folks persisted in their cyber abuse and exploitation of that domestic violence I tried to quietly escape from.
This has been going on for 4 years. 4 years. You’ve been using my pain for your $$$ gain for years ~
When I have a night of indulgence in whatever alcoholic or marijuana choice - I need a night off so go the fuck out my face. Have you ever had your sibling try to kill you by choking you nearly to death ~? If no, you have no room to speak to me in how I manage my internal processing state.
However, these ‘associations’ have used that very domestic violence abuse and leveraged it for amplifying my fear. False packages delivered. False mail receipts. Internet problems. Employment problems. Isolation. You name it. And y’all think this is funny and great fodder to weave a story to book a reading to get $$.
Dave Portnoy pegged most of his 2024 social media content around it as a matter of fact. Same as Elon Musk.
So when I say I’ve ripped out your dick from your cadaver and I’m cutting your balls off - just know there is well over a year of bullying and harassment behind it that they did to me for no reason and I’ve never met them. So why would they do that to someone they don’t even know ~
I don’t share this with you to shift blame or deny accountability. I open-source this awareness in understanding. In my heart I still love my brother, even with the harm he has done towards me. I still love my father, even with the harm he has done towards me. I have also done harm towards them. None of it is right or wrong. All of this is fucking hard. So sometimes I choose to take moments of release. What is not okay is people like Dave Portnoy who used that very real pain and tried to manipulate and make money from it and created social media content for a full YEAR!
And what is not okay is people like Elon Musk who exploit that to make themselves seem brighter than they actually are.
When my mother died we all broke. My heart shattered. That’s what you aren’t telling people. That’s what you found clarity within when you illegally hacked my private+encrypted text thread. I didn’t even know.
You do not get to desecrate my family. You do not get to desecrate my memory. You do not get to desecrate my soul.
My mother died on Saturday October 5, 2019. On Sunday I walked to the funeral home and nothing was done even though she had cancer and lived the next door over and my father and brother doctor. They left me to deal with it while they got fucked up cause they couldn’t handle their emotions. I had to fly back to CA for work the next day. Then they blamed me for not being there. Let’s put this all into proper perspective, shall we ~
and since when did any of you need to air your laundry in public for anything ~
and since when did any of you need to air your laundry in public for anything ~
Just know you step at me I’ll take a sledge hammer to your face.
You do not know the pain of watching your mother in death pain while your brother tries to soothe her and only you can hear her scream ‘no’ so she can die and the absolute fear on your brothers face that he can’t hear it and the loathing that emanates. It is a hell no one should face. And then you mocked me year after year after year in it ~ 🔥 ~ to state Kali is present is an understatement
I have to set the record straight:: it was horrible, all of it, for all of us. My father and brother met me outside as I arrived. I had been dredging it since I flew in days before. My father didn’t tell me the truth. My aunt was distraught, but my mother always brushed it off so I did as well. Foolish. They met me outside the house to prepare me for what I was about to see. Both my father and brother crumbled before for I entered the house. You see - I must convey the truth of love that was. I entered to see something that made me shake to my core. I tremble as I tried to eat while my brother looked at me blank. All of it like it never existed.
My mother was half the body I had just seen 2 months prior. I had taken a job to be able to fly home to see them every month and it was as if it was gone. I couldn’t speak. I had no idea what to do. We sat together. We tried to laugh. It scared me to death. I awoke the next day and she still was hanging on. With me home, my father and brother tried to take care of things since I was home with mother. In that space, my father came home - not my brother - and in that time frame she passed. My brother was not present. I had advised my father to message my brother to come home pronto. That he would understand. He still missed his window to say goodbye. I believe to this day he hates me for it.
Flash forward ~ my brother tired to strangle me to death months later and then I escaped to isolation and now apparently the Banksy collective thinks they can siphon off me until they kill me.
