One of my most unrealistic fantasies is quite tame in comparison to others. It's just having to lick my own cum.

I am more than willing to do such activities...when I am horny. But the moment I cum, submissiveness goes away, and my tongue suddenly forgets all its needs. Truth be told, it's more of a humiliation kink than a taste one, but still. A Goddess riding me, and the moment I cum just switching to facesitting is a moment I could die happy. At least that's what I think when I am horny. The problem with all of this is that She doesn't share this kink. We talked, she knows, we tried, she just doesn't find it... I'm afraid to say "normal", but she never actually said what the problem is. Just "no", and that should be enough for everyone, sure it is for me. Even little things like licking her palm/body clean if I make a precum drop is something she hesitantly allows me to do when she wants to make her sub happy.

Being milked while doing a sort of headstand is halfway there. It's just not too comfortable and that steals a lot from the scene.

I mean, I just don't get it. I get why people don't like something like bloodplay (which I also dislike), but this is really tame. Just baffling.

#nsfw #nightrant