Brita,
You've been exposed as a malicious actor beyond any reasonable doubt.
Now you're obviously just trying to push peoples buttons.
I'm genuinely curious: Do you act this way instinctively, like a psycho BPD ex-girlfriend?
I can understand how a broken female could act this way, but you're a dude, right?
Does this sound familiar:
"Gammas aren't just a pain to others, they live in a constant state of self-inflicted torture.
Gammas never understand why they are so intrinsically hateful, or that their never-ending internal monologues are observable and generally transparent to others"
I genuinely feel sorry for you and I'm curious about your psychology.
Read this. I have a feeling it will resonate (I promise it's more insightful than cyberhacker news, or whatever that bullshit you linked to was):