You're not. You're supposed to be holding on for dear life, otherwise you're CLEARLY underutilized.
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On the rare occasion I get to inbox zero -- which is the only true moment of relief -- this is basically how I have to feel to get there: https://cdn.nostr.build/i/00c0bde9934f58d8a814526711493dd4840b8efc869dc3022ee2ba3eff0cda42.webp