I'm not sure that's 100% accurate tbh.
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Heheh. Yeah, sometimes people go straight from depression to nothing to lose without any transformation.
You're being deceived.
Actually, you're missing the key point. The goal is to bully me into giving up all the things I valued either in terms of knowledge/information or principle. There has been a coordinated campaign with harassment and abuse, essentially to push me to give up on choice I made based on my values and principles.
*That* is what I refuse to surrender. The curve was never an issue. It's all part of the deception of my enemies.