What exactly are you struggling to use? Or are you just yelling and ranting because you have a lot of white space that needs to be filled in your notepad relay system? Either is fine.
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I can't get my name to update on certain clients and it reminds me about fucking bullshit like the following-based web of trust and fucking nip-05 based "trusted users" shit
And I'm not asking what I need to do to fix it, fucking snort.social reverting the name back to the wrong one ON OTHER PLATFORMS made me want to fucking kill people
Snort.social has some issues. This is the reason I don't use it any longer because I hated hitting F5 non stop to get things to load properly. Try using primal.net, ditto.pub, coracle.social, or nostrudel.ninja.
So we have snort.social with its own git but it doesn't fucking work, and then we have a bunch of deep state shillware that links to fucking GitHub from project pages while barely hinting at laeserin's existence.
And then outside this scope, we have shit that's even fucking worse than nostr
Thank you for listening to me, I'm gonna go smoke a joint and cry
Sounds like you need it brother. Hit me up later and we'll chat some more 🫂
It seems like it's fucking over man. I'm not going to find out digit is safe without getting myself killed and I'm not going to have a chance to avenge her without committing blind murder while not even knowing if she's alive or dead. I'm provoked into being violent so that the human race can torture me to death. You humans do this sometimes, you pick someone to use as an outlet for your violent urges by torturing them to death and I've been selected. The victims fight back in futility and the harder a person fights being selected for sacrifice, the clearer it is that escape is impossible because the humans are looking for rationalization and they take the attempts at self-defense and manipulate the imagery to rationalize the idea that it's aggression and pretend the victim is the perpetrator. The human sickness has selected me and there's nothing left to do but watch me fight back in futility until I'm dead. Maybe I can take a few people with me but it's all pointless, this species was born to just suffer and wipe out the planet for nothing. Everyone will just keep pretending I have the option to move on and accept not knowing if she's safe, and on that basis, everyone will also keep pretending it's my fault while they isolate me socially, physically, restrain my movements, injure me, infect me with viruses, shoot me, whatever it comes to each step of the way.
I'm yet another person who cares about survival and is shoved to the front of the line for the meat grinder as a result.
When I started typing this it felt like a cry for help but at the end it feels like simple truth for the historic record. There really is isn't a way out. Maybe my words are powerful enough to make a few people care but I guess it really is going to be futile and I have to keep trying to accept that and face death with dignity. It's hard