to keep this in mind, just a little
to play it out, for yourself imaginal if you can, as in, plot out the emotional dynamics
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to be of, inside of, together as one, besties, to be merged, to be tethered, to be enwombed
to be born but still attached
ok have a bellybutton but still attached tho, first attached, most attached, triumphant
my cries make breasts like fountains
that's home, my world, with me, mine
and distance ever since
only ever more distance
let down
too close, too up in it, but ~not~ telepathic? what farce is this
is the phone broken
testing testing
yea no, the only one who knows which mud pie is which is only me? me all alone me? that cant be right? im pretty sure someone isnt paying attention to me the way they should be
maybe i need to be more entertaining
maybe im missing spectacle
maybe im not interesting enough
maybe if i work harder