Genuinely frustrated right now.
Put my projects on hold yesterday and most of today because somebody told me that they felt like they needed to call the suicide hotline but instead called me.
Turns out they've been talking about suicide for decades and this is just kind of a normal behavior for them When they are in a depressive cycle. Seriously, you don't throw that shit around lightly with me. There's a joke with some people that I'm emotionless and cold, but I actually care very deeply about the people I consider close. I come off cold, probably due to my trust issues and the fact that it takes me a while to warm up to people(Thanks, Trauma).
So now I'm sitting here in the rain, blinded with fucking anger. I was supposed to go check in on this person tomorrow, but now I kind of feel like blocking their number and punching them if I ever fucking see them again. Definitely feeling insulted.
