Let me setup a mental health service for this.
Please #zap this post and i'll send you a hug and some well ment words.
Not every ex-shitcoiner has somebody that understands.
I am your new mental healer.
Please contact nostr:npub1k3q6t8wrxxflj820z6fpx5tfz7wya630hs7vjz9u4arzq55tkcuqa9lg55 directly for help.