You mean my cubs? I'll be damned if any harm came their way. But I started some family related neurosis and heartrate >200/min when I was expecting the second one and my brain is half melted since, panic attacks, burnout, all that. My husband seriously thinks I should try something to get over past trauma, travel or whatever, because I'm needed and I can't cope properly. And I really don't want to nibble Neurol like some of my friends.