I struggle to understand how Gods sovereignty is working through all of this as well and often get frustrated or defeated. Although in the last few years there have been some personal circumstances that were very devastating at the time and then we later found out some massive bullets were dodged. This isnt always the case of course but cool when we get little insights as to how God is weaving things together (can share on DM if interested). I ultimately trust and have faith that God’s working it all out for His glory and our good…whether we see it in this lifetime or not…and that the end game is what His Word says it is (sure seems like we’re seeing end times events coming together rapidly). Still, as a finite human saved from the condemnation of sin but still affected by sin (the “already” and “not yet”) this life super difficult, often confusing, and full of heartache.

But where am I gonna turn? Myself? My own strength and intellect? That never works out so great.

My auntie who has been through some hell-ish stuff lately sent me this scripture yesterday. “Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior.”

Been praying for peace that surpasses understanding and every morning listing the things I’m thankful for. There is SO much undeserved grace I’ve been given just by being born in here…not to mention discovering Bitcoin early. Remind me that when I go on my next griping rant ;)