The solution is to take action. The solution is simple. But why do I have such trouble and have to actively force myself, every second. It's draining. Properly exhausting.
I can barely do one thing right, and that leaves me deflated. How does one endure? How does one inject life back into oneself?
I will Do what I must. There's no point to my guilt more than to make me not redo my recent failures. The guilt is my receipt for my actions. Accept it, release it, do not revisit it.
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