To fuck around and find out.

nostr:nevent1qqs28cd96rdgjq4j7vnw3u5qrqhez6dxfz53zek674hhhj22avtt0kspp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqzyrd4q65fjl7amjnustcqx68hnxaqt48fy0lzzlsdufh897a0kxrkxqcyqqqqqqg0nmr4w

I am not 100% sure at a personal level. I currently feel I'm on the verge of being unemployed / unemployable. So I am very much trying to prepare and figure out what to transition to.

In a more broad sense I don't have this problem: Have as many children as possible. be a good parent, husband, friend, brother, and son.

Easy: my purpose is to love.

Specifically to love God, but that extends to people as well.

Human beings are made for love.

I lost mine yesterday. I have no freaking clue any more.

To love.

My purpose when I really think about, it always comes down too giving back

it really the only thing, I really care about

Love of God and love of neighbor in all aspects of life.